Graduation

I have been waiting this moment for quite a long time. Waiting this since 2009 and i manage to pass my diploma at 3 points, not bad for me, i didn't aim 4 points also, 3 is good enough for me, i got many rivals in my class, i take 2 as my rivals, one is shan jee and one more siti hajar, both of them is strongest among of them, at the end, i lose to them, siti hajar manage to take 3.48 for her diploma, yes, 3.48, little more then can go to first class, shan jee got 3.04 if not remember wrongly, take me down by about 0.06 like that, i should have win her but i lose at the end due to my laziness, many assignments, quiz and test i take low marks because i am too lazy to focus at there anymore at the final semester, i just can't wait to get out from there as soon as i can, so, dreaming started, i almost fail my managerial accountthis  subject, i didn't perform well on the quiz and test of this subject for my carry marks, i get quite low marks on my carry marks but i manage to pass it with a B-, i was very nervous when i get my result for the last time because i am really worry about this subject, if fail, have to stay for another semester just for this subject, damn, i am so lucky to pass it and i appreciate it, somehow i must say, this diploma is quite a easy job althought i didn't pass it with first class because i am just too lazy, even i am lazy i still manage to get 3 points, imagine people who hardworking on it, anyway, only one person out of 30 something people in my course get first class, and is a she and is a malay, very nice, good job, beat all the 3 chinese students, hahahaha, lol...

We have to travel to skudai which located at johor there, for the first time, i drive the car together with whole family to travel this road, we go from pekan then rompin then mersing then pass by johor bahru then reach skudai, 4 hours something for the whole journey, convo at tuesday, rehersal at monday but we arrives at sunday, just in case we can't make it on time at monday, the convo run smoothly without any technical problem or human problem, everyone is happy to go up stage and recieve their own album from the proffessor of UTM after that we just go home after our lunch at AEON JUSCO MALL...

Quite miss the miss horse althought i try quite hard to stay at single mode because i am still very tired of getting a new gf after my first failure, i miss L2W as well, hahahaha, what's wrong with me, anyway, me and L2W is unlikely to be a couple because she is too high and she don't like short poeple like me, i agree with the point of view of her, so i didn't put anymore effort on her, she can meet a better one, anyway, who knows what will happen in the future? Hahahaha... If she can accept short people like me, i might take my chance, hahahaha...

About miss horse, i still put her in observation period, i scare to choose a wrong person, again, this time i want a girl that can stand by my side all the time and give me support whenever i need it, support from comforting my feelings, in return, i shall take care of her whatever she wants, when i success, i will make sure she got all my 24 hours on her side, be together with her forever as a reward of putting so much trust and faith on me, hehe :-)

As i expected

It's May of 2012 now, after that will come to mid year, it's closer and closer to the so call 2012 doomsday, I am not that convinced will be the end of earth, in my own calculation so far, we got at least 10 more years To survive on this planet if got no other significant event happen, scientist used a super computer to calculated Their own prediction, if we still didn't do anything, we still can survive about 50 more years, if the earth Temperature raise another 5 degree then we will be doom, anyway, it's not in my concern because it's beyond what I can control, what i can control is how i react to it and what to do about it from now on, since when i start Watching discovery channel and nat geo at primary school period while others still watching cartoon network, i was Facinated by green technology, since that i keep thinking about that untill now, i got a dream that one day when I success in my business, i want to build my own physics lab, i got many experiment to do, i got a big idea on Using earth gravity to generate electricity for my own usage, if succeeded, everyone can have their own power Supply which at least reduce 50% on conventional power supply, save money and save earth at the same time, for me, Doomsday is like human death, after certain millions of years, earth will reset itself to gain balance, just like Human, we can't cheat death but we can prolong our life, somehow i believe we can cheat death if the technology Of biotech break human genetic code, then we all can become superhuman which we can say goodbye to cancer forever. Perhaps one day someone can tell Newton that his law of physics is wrong, one of his law state that energy can't be Created but only can be manipulated, you know what, i don't really agrde with him about this, scientist said every Single energy and matter create by the Big Bang, so, theorically, the total amount of energy in this whole universe Is fixed and got limit, they just changing form and just like that, so, what created the Big Bang at the first Place? What started the first step of the infinite chain reaction of whole universe? Someone said god, even it's True, where god come from? God just can't pop out like that, so, for me in this thinking, energy can be created Just i still not smart enough like hawkins where he can write out an equation on that, i always believe enerygy Can be created, it's just my own opinion by the way... That girl as i expected, she finally tell me she likes me for the second time, first time when i rejected her she Said we will be friend, lol, i have trained myself on mind will since primary school to make my will grow strong Enough to resist many bad things and prevent myself from losing control for obsess on something which i shouldn't Obsess about it because i know when i grow up, the society is full of temptation and i need control of my mind, Even so i found that it's hard for me to resist myself to like L2W when i am still in secondary school, in science, Love is just pure chemical reaction of human hormons, science have explained how love at the first sight happened And how love created by facing the same girl or boy constantly, science also proved the best medicine for heart Break, so, she can do it as a friend like she said at the first time? I didn't doubt about it but already know it's Impossible, so i start calculated the time of second time so i can prevent it, just as i expected, only little bit sooner than my Prediction, she is lucky that i really can accept her as friend because i got a terrible experience about this 3 Years ago, i blame myself for not trusting my prediction and i pay the price, damn, i am calculating The probability again, hahahaha, can't say it here, i got my own answer, it's all depends on her friends who give her opinion now, or, i got myself a gf now to kill all the possibilities, lol... Last sunday i went to the house living expo at Zenith hotel, i got little bit of knowledge about water, in that expo, There is a technology which use electrode to produce so called alkaline and acidic water and they claim that Alkaline water is good for body health, can nuetralize our body pH level so that we won't easily get cancer or other Major sickness, don't know he know that on of the element of nuetralizing our blood pH level inside our body is calcium Or not, in nutrition studys, yes, water is important to our health because 70% of our body is water, so, there was A phrase said 喝什么样的水就造什么样的血而成什么样的体质, i don't wanna talk much about this because i can write an article About it and it's a huge arguement for people who drinking very very clean water, So, finding a good treatment System is very important because it represent our kidney, i rather change filters, don't want to change kidney Somedays in the future, not because only for health but because of i don't want watse money on that, so, prevent it Is better, oh yeah... Oh yeah, the alkaline and acidic water treatement system, the electrode they use is titanium, Very good, luckily not using carbon one, Haiz, lazy to write about it, i skip la... Recently got a new friend, he dedicated his 2 years time to malaysia air force and 8 more years to go, he is such A great guy, it's been a long time no meet a mind pro that is younger than me one, i am lucky to have one now Because this kind of people who pro in thinking at this age didn't misuse it but use it to help people is rarely Found, i like this kind of guy because we can enhance other's power by combining our abilities in this process But it's a huge challenge as well but i am looking forward on that... Stupid manchester city win the title of BPL this season, so close, stupid QPR lost 2 goals at last 5 minutes, Macam ni pun boleh, this is not miracle, i call it tragedy, damn it, this is because i am manchester united fans, Hahahahahaha ! Anyway, it's the first time for me and in BPL history the champion is decided by goal difference Not by total points, it's very excited as well...

Frozen time over

It's my first time i write blog with my tablet, feel nice, means i can Write whenever i want now, oh yeah ! It's been over 2 years i live in single mode, my life have been silence For 2 years. I have complete my own promise that i won't have a company Before my 23rd birthday, well, of course i still miss her although didn't Contact each other since that day, i take it as a normal shockwave after Seperate from a girl we use to love more than anything, i love football As well by the way but football never emo on me no matter how i kick them, Hahahaha, lol, can't compare to human like that because it's not fair and Different cases... Seperate with me also good to her, no need to stay with a annoying guy that Always make her not happy, i keep my promise, so, i make myself as annoying As i can to support her choice, i believe i made the right move, whatever la, She happy then ok la, no need stay with me this poor guy... Somehow there is a girl that try to approach me in this early of 2012, i Already sense it but i just take it as "thinking too much", she finally Tell me that she likes me around march or february if not remember wrongly But i turn her down because i am still in frozen period, even not in frozen Period i also won't be with her because not ngam key, i praise her for having Such a courage so that won't have too huge of chain reaction in the coming 2 Years... Just now playing futsal with my friends, saw my friends lost the stamina they Use to have, luckily i always do something to maintain it, one of my friend once Tell me that they become like that because of their working life, exactly, they Know the source of problem, the question is, do they do something about it, luckily Someone willing to teach me how to get out from it, really feeling lucky ! Hmmm, someone asked me do i meet her in random time and how do i react to her, Actually it's quite weird, i meet her 2 times in a row on 26th of december on year 2010 and 2011, i am not surprize to meet her at the year 2010 one because my prediction Of her movement show me that the probability of showing up at ECM is high, it's been A habit for me when i am with her because due to we don't have much time to meet Because she rarely back to kuantan, so i have to come out with a formula to predict Her movement so that i can arrange my daily schedule to fit her sudden call event Whenever she is in kuantan, she likes to do that, i think it's normal for a girl That want to meet her bf but for me it's hard because that time my parents object My relationship with her, it take me a huge effort to make my visit trip to her house In stealth mode and at the same time don't let her know about the problems i having In the calculation, plus i have to calculate my parents movement as well so that i Can avoid their radar scan, that's why she always see i am like not paying attention To her when she talks to me and this always make her angry bacause i am concentrating On calculating The next movement that moment because the calculating have to be calculate In a constant timing, if not i will lost it and i will have a big disaster, she know it Well for my lost calculation back to the day before i went to taiwan for 2 months and The 2008 chinese new year incident, unbelieveable, take me so much effort just to meet her for 1 hours, but at the end, it worth it, it worth me to do that much just to see her smile, But i quite surprize in 2011 one because i already lost big part of the variable so i Lost the calculation as well, but i am surprize to see her in short hair, quite nice Actually although i don't want her to cut last time, i believe she saw me as well but She act i am invisible, good also, quite a awkward moment, somehow my heart still beating Fast when i saw her, she is a nice girl just i don't have to 福气 to be with her Can't wait till August because me and a bunch of friends will go taiwan together To play, woo hoo ! Me gusta !

countdown to graduation

really long time no write something here, hahahaha, so today write a bit to note down something in my journey of my life...

after a interesting 3 years in my Diploma journey, it's almost come to an end that i waited for quite a long time. will i continue my degree? i would say "if i survive 2012, i would think about it", hahahahaha !

my single status has been last for almost 2 years and i don't have any intention to end it yet, but still, i sometimes think about her, i take that as a normal reaction of my brain activitites although i trying hard to avoid it, hmmmm, i wonder is she graduated as well, good also, i remember she said she wanted to go oversea to continue her study, without me, i think she can go without any worries or other stuff, hehe... you know what, i still prefer her in long hair mode, hahahahaha ! lol... anyway, i believe she found someone better than me :-)

planning to go TAIWAN this year and it's confirmed will go before raya, wanna go there to meet my friends there, it's been a long time no visit them, but this time i didn't go alone, i bring my friends as well, bring them go play play together and learn stuff together as well...

recently, LYNAS it's been a very very very hot topic at my place, i got a wise friend, i call him M, whenever i got some problems of thinking, i will find him, so, that night, we talk about LYNAS as well other than success in life, what he say is kinda offense to those to support 'STOP LYNAS' activities but it's ok for me because i'm open minded and i can accept if got point... the below is our conversation:

M: do you know what is the usage of rare earth element?

A: of course ! it got so much usage ! it's a very nice stuff, but i also know it's harmful

M: i rememeber you study in business field as well although you are obsessesed to science right?

A: yup

M: tell me, if there is no demand, will the supply exist?

A: sometimes, there are some demand that are created by supply.

M: ok, good, if the supply is created but still no demand, will the supply ended one day?

A: not one day but almost instantly ended

M: so, do you own any smart phone, computer, camera, car, energy saving lamp?

A: yup

M: will you buy any high tech gadget in the future if you can afford?

A: sure !

M: as you said, if you created something (supply) that no people want (demand) for a period of time, will you continue to produce it?

A: of course not, i'm not that dumb to continue to lose my money

M: how long have been human process rare earth element?

A: i think got over 5 years

M: that's right, do you think if you create something that no people want, will you continue to produce it for over 5 years?

A: no la, even idiot also know this simple logic

M: now, have you get what i mean ?

i was enlighted that moment, then i enlarge the scope to whole nation, damn, i also speechless, so we have reach a agreement, there is only one way to end it and this method is very very very effective but quite impossible to do it, haiz...

Japan M8.9 earthquake and Tsunami

recently japan suffer one of the worst earth quake in human history, the magnitude of this quake is 8.9! what a massive quake, this quake cause many chain reaction include Tsunami a.k.a. tidal wave that wipe out a big part of the Japan and many tiny shockwave as well. now the major concern is the nuclear power plant that explode few days ago, terrible radioactive debris issue appear and terrify everyone especially those scientist around the world and include me as well because i know how terrible it can be if you kena those radioactive debris, it slowly melt you from inside by constant damage on your DNA that leads to damage whole body systems. people who survive it affect their next generation (their new born baby) like no legs, heart at outside, 4 hands or other strange event that could last as long as 7 generation! damn, but there is a chance of give birth a mutant because those radiation have a chance to change the host's DNA that could lead to produce a new set of DNA that similar to mutant, but the chance is small la... lol...

now got another problem that appear in Malaysia, our government actually want to build our own nuclear reactor in order to reduce fossil fuel power plant, my major concern about this project is the management of the reactor, as you know the QUALITY of our government management is "IMPRESSIVE" after decades of "proving", i first listen this proposal is few years ago by my Chemistry teacher when i ask him something about radiation, after some time, our government annouced they want to build one at 2021 if not remember wrongly, still a long way to go, recently newspaper say that they will decide whether want to build it or not in this year. i very worried about this project because if the management is not good, the reactor will explode like nuclear bomb one although it's not a effective fission reaction due to the control rods in the reactor but it still can cause a great damage. the management of the reactor cannot use those people study Business Admin but Ph.D or master of nuclear study, as you can see, business admin, it control business but this reactor is not a 'business' that they can handle, it need a huge nuclear engineer team to manage it which Malaysia don't really have this kind of professional because study nuclear this subject consider as a watse in our country. nuclear study is not only about bomb and energy, it is used in produce some incredible medicine to cure some diseases and cancer as well.

Whenever speak of nuclear reactor disaster, we always speak of The Chernobyl Disaster in Ukraine (inside Russia) in 1986, that is a terrible terrible disaster, the radioactive debris actually spread all over the world that time. until now that place still cannot go inside due to extreme radioactive watse. i bet rarely got youngsters know about this because they only know how to chase a girl and get hiscore in Facebook game, hehehe... i wonder the shelter that cover the exploded reactor has changed or not because they say want to change it few years ago for better protection.

back to Malaysia, at first i am worried about this issue as i said earlier but after i read a article in national geografic magazine, i feel relief and happy, last year at IKIP student resource center (it's a library but they name it resource center, they try to make it high class a bit by saying like that, hahahaha), a project call MINI NUCLEAR REACTOR develope by Toshiba together with some other scientist and pro in nuclear.

this is the picture of the MINI NUCLEAR PLANT, the concept behind this project is like battery in you electronic device, when the energy is depleted, just need to change the depleted cell into a new one. i like the 10 mega watt reactor, quite "cute", hahahaha. these plant are designed to buried in the ground so when worst case senario happens which is the reactor explode, it will just stay in the ground and it can just assume as a underground nuclear blast test which USA and RUSSIA always do that back on the early age of nuclear bomb. if Malaysia use this, i would be very happy about it because it's much easier to manage compare to those reactor like Japan one but still need great knowledge to manage it. i think this is very suitable for our country that don't really have expertise in this field. it's much safer... well, this problem solved but another one comes out, how to manage the nuclear watse? lol... lazy to think about it, maybe we can learn USA, find a big mountain, make a room for the storage, hmmm, Banjaran Titiwangsa is a good choice maybe, hahahaha, because it's not 'newbie' but a 'old' one, newbie means a newly develope mountain, the old means it has been there for a really long time, the different is the stability of it. ours is stable so the chance of getting hits from earthequake is unlikely to happen, because it's 'old'...

i actually heard malaysia already got a small nuclear reactor few years ago, it's a very very small one, use by a industry tycoon in Malaysia for their factory use one but government, i don't know who is it and true or not but people that knows tell me about it. don't know it's still function or not, i wonder how small is the reactor, 1 mega watt scale? lol...

Merry Christmas 2010

first of all, want to greet everyone merry christmas, hope you guys have a enjoyable days, this year is first time i pass this 2 days in true single heart, not at someone else, very happy with that...

let's talk about 24th that day, i go lunch together with Kok Wai at Island Two at Air Putih, not bad the food there, then at night go dinner with parents, after that i go home play PS2 whole night then sleep, for the first time after i back to single, i no need to worry about can't give a nice gift to someone, scare that guy don't like my attire when meet, scare give my parents saw and have to do anything i could to make her happy although most of the time i failed. this year really relax, well, if you ask me whether worth or not for doing that last time, i would say, yes, it worth, it worth every single moment when i saw that smile and a hug from her. but most of the time i didn't really get it... lol...

talk about 25th, today is quite happy, morning go Clement's church's party, saw a young beautiful girl there, well, just watch only, didn't have other intention, you know la, single is like that one, hahahahaha, it's been a long time i didn't do that, watch beautiful girl with those eye say: how good if she is my gf, hahahaha XD just kidding...

noon play computer a while then go back house to have a nap, my eye finally can focus well after few days of blur-ness but still got a bit blur, that head problem got some "improvement", i think only she know what's the problem in this whole world, my mind got some moment try to shut down itself, i mean permanently one, somehow i manage to force it to stay online, lol...

tonight something i predicted happened, i finally saw her when i go movie with my parents, well, if not her friend's eye sight, i think i probably won't know she is there, anyway, when i saw her, i feel like she is just another ordinary friend, no more those kind of couple thing anymore, hmmm, guess i have successful mind trick on myself, by the way, for the first time, i actually successfully forget all her number which i have memories for 3 years, it's my first time to forget something i wish to treasure for my whole life, hmmm... whatever... anyway, she is still that cute and beautiful, and i will still say, how good if we still together, lol... in fantasy it may happen but not in real world, so confused huh, last time say hope she don't disturb me anymore but now say if still together then good, haiz, don't know la, i just wish to be single for a period of time to relief those tension i gain when i was in relationship, i planned everything quite perfectly for our relationship last time but defeated by one thing, ATTITUDE, i defeated by this thing, i make a tiny mistake at the begining of our relationship which i try so hard to fix it for the rest of the time but fail at the end, ended by ATTITUDE, haiz, poor me, never mind la, most important thing is, I'M STILL HERE! I DIDN'T GO TO JUMP! hahahahaha, i survive to live another love journey, i gain many experience to handle the next journey, i think i can have a better one in the future, i believe it will come soon but i hope not too soon, tonight i wear T-shirt and short pant that she gave me as present last time, want to remind me always appreciate someone you love before you lost her, no matter what happen in the relationship, defend it because it's not easy to have such person you love, if have a big argue, just assume that it's a time for him/her to release tension, most important is try to fix that after the furious end, don't make the cold war too long or the war will end the relationship... hmmm... i think i talk too much...

write till here first la, want to sleep now...

december

it's been a really long time no write things at here, you can see the power of facebook, make me addicted to it and no spare time to write things at here, recently not so addicted to it because i try not to online these days to stay away from it... it's not a good thing to addicted to it...

today is my last day for my final exam, the subject is Autocad, drawing on computer, feel quite excited because finally can finish this exam

my eyes still blur blur like that after watching 3D Tron Legacy, hardly can focus well, damn it, really scare have to wear glasses after that, i don't want to wear glasses!

it's December now! another year will gone soon, as usual, i will talk about this year's major activities of mine as a self-awareness, also a good time to think back what have i done this year.

well, let's talk about my birthday first, my 21st birthday, i actually celebrate my favourite age of my entire life with Her, i didn't really happy that day although she is beside me, the happiest birthday i ever been so far is 17, that time PS celebrate with me, that time we not so sok(cantonese) one but she also celebrate with me, i feel great to have such male friends, luckily that time i didn't think too much about her and didn't misunderstanding about her act, lol...

talk about happiest moment of this year, the happiest moment of this year could say is i finally found back a thing i lost 3 years ago, so happy about it, i spent entire 2010 to find it back, finally i found it, yes! hahahaha, with this thing, i can start a new journey, with this thing, i can have a better partner in the future, with this thing, i can live happily, yeah!

talk about best movie i watched this year, for me, the best movie of this year i watched is Inception, very very nice this movie, great science fiction movie, i go download and watch shutter island after watch this movie because it's same type of movie, i don't really understand shutter island but inception is fully understand, lol... anyone explain shutter island to me please? is he really insane at the first place, insane later because the people inside make him like that or everything is just his imagination and the people of the hospital try to cure him?

talk about funniest news i ever seen this year, could say is the stupid guy who jump from building because fail in love which last for 4 months only and make himself headline all over the world, what a funny event, i fail my 2 years journey also haven't jump sea but he go jump from building, stupid, the world is so big, just die like that because a girl don't want you? not worth at all, i rather die in football field than die from a stupid jump, but i rather die in a jump than die on bed slowly, hahahaha... haiz, teenagers nowadays is too weak on handling this kind of failure, they just can't survive it, i always blame Taiwan for this actually, make those love drama and make every teenagers live in fantasy, teenagers of malaysia just cannot seperate what is reality and fantasy, always think of want to have a fantasy love story like those in the drama, HELLO! drama is drama, drama is base on script which already set from the begining! yours is without script! so wake up and start to write it yourself! real life is different from drama! well, slightly got some same side but it's still a drama!

talk about Manchester United, they haven't lost a match in this season! yeah! long live Manchester United! but i think they soon will lose to a stupid lousy team one, every season they also like this, this season will be no different, never mind, as long as they get the title at the end, i won't mind they lost 2 or 3 matches, yeah!

talk about my new phone, it's my first time to buy a new mobile phone by myself, it's a N8, so many people ask me to buy iPhone 4 include my uncle but i prefer Nokia because i'm a Nokia fans! hahahahaha, no la, actually iPhone, not just iPhone, all Apple products is not so friendly like other brands, they are close application, Apple can't communicated well with other brands, such as bluetooth and document format, they are different, you need same OS only can view or send data, lol... so i choose Nokia because i always ask friends to bluetooth music and photo to my phone one, anyway, iPhone is a very nice phone to use, IF, everyone is using it... i like the camera of N8, very clear, 12 mega pixel is no ordinary camera to a phone, anyway, i choose 9 mega pixel for my photo capture only but already at 4000 x 2248 resolution! compare to my previous 2 mega pixel camera is far more better, hahahaha, for me, i only have one rule of buying technological products especially phones, as long as the phone i intend to buy is better than the previous phone then ok, just that simple, because technology of now is very very fast, according to science fact, every new tech just develope out from this world will be expired in just 10 hours! and this rate was 2 years ago! imagine that, that's why no people want to buy iPad now because soon will have a new version, got camera on it...

talk about my studies, this semester really lazy compare to last 2 semester, i just don't know why i lazy to study, hmmm... maybe too much of holidays...

talk about friends, this year roughly i know about 150 new friends include malays and indians, the best parts of this is they all know my name but i don't really know their name well, lol... well, friends i know is always on face to face not by online, 150 new friends is not included online know one because for me, online is not truely know each other untill you meet face to face, teenagers nowadays use too much finger power to talk instead of mouth which designed since birth of human to communicate to each other at the first place, well, i didn't mean using text to communicate is not good, i mean teenagers use too much of it and become too rely on it. well, if you can communicate very very well in computer with someone else but can't talk well in real life meeting, this mean you are one of the victim of cyber world and you are very potentially to be doomed by it, so start come out from your house and meet friends face to face!

talk about sadness, the only sad stuff of this year only got one, it's about Her of course, come back and gone like that, feel like she is fooling my feeling...

talk about game, yes, game, best game i played is God Of War II, it's been a long time i didn't play game then my dad buy a new PS2 to play since it's cheap and affordable, it's a very nice game, i like it although the story is quite violence and not good...

talk about college, it's still the same, no major changes...

talk about facebook, i'm a rich man in Tycoons this game, hahahaha, really rich that one but still can't make it into the hiscore yet, i actually learn many new stuff from it, especially human behavior, i always observe what is their comment and what they react to the incidents to their life, so, after a year of observation, i have some conclusion, negative message got about 60% , for example: stupid teacher late for class!; i won't talk to you anymore; that guy is brainless!; , positive got 30%, for example, exam is finally over!; i got a present from my friends! happy birthday; i can do it!, and something like that la, another 10% is neutral, for example: good morning world; good night and have sweet dreams; i'm back to hometown!; gonna go back soon, a mosquito just bite me, hahahaha... something like that la, hahahaha... about video, mostly are funny, got some horrible and scary and horny video as well... i think no people play friends for sale anymore, hahahaha...

talk about my life, life is getting better for me as long as She don't call me to disturb my feelings, although i don't want to be with her anymore and make myself don't want to love her anymore, but whenever i saw someone that looks like her, my heart will still beat like the first time i saw her, haiz, i hope this will end soon, i don't to stuck at a place that shouldn't stuck at, enjoying my single life, well, i still don't want to have a new one because my heart is too tired to have a new one, tired of girls' unreasonable act! sometimes do ok la but if always do that, wah, really tired, it will make the relationship always spend time on solving it instead of making it better, too much will destroy, so girls, don't do too much of it, ok? treat your bf nicely, you can do it but don't too over and don't ever ever say want to break up just to get his attention, it never works... this words will just destroy his trust on this relationship although he knows she didn't mean it, it still make a great damage on relationship...

talk about festivals, i like chinese new year of course, because got Ang Pow la! hahahaha, no la, actually is a good time to eat something we don't usually see and meet someone that we don't usually go to meet and go somewhere that we don't usually go, have fun on chinese new year and it's coming soon! yeah!

write untill here first la, enjoy your life pals, you can live a better life! you always can!