Late night

It's late night now and i quite a long time no write something so i decide to write something before i go sleep, it's fun to write blog with my pad, hahahaha...

Just finish playing late night futsal with new gang of players, they are good and can improve a lot more, noon go yam cha with a friend that we use to play football as well together at secondary school life, he is going to taiwan tomorrow, well, u can say later early morning, his flight is 10 morning something by air asia, hahahahaha, he will feel what i feel last time where cinema seat is far more better than air asia seat, anyway, we didn't pay a lot so i guess it's fair for both side...

Recently thinking about staying single for another 2 years, feel like single is good, althought many times i envy those nice couple and wanna have a gf of my own too but just no heart to chase one, my heart actually got a few candidates, one is too far from me and age quite far from me, another one is at university but i don't think we will fit together, another one is good but not that mature, haiz, so far i only want that one to be my gf but i think age is quite a problem for both of us plus she might not accept me, even we already are couple, i will ask her to stay focus on her study first because she still got a long way on her standard education journey, what i can do is prepare my financial power so that next time when she reach college i can stay at her side all the time, like i planned for my ex but i failed, actually i didn't really fail, if we are still together, i am pretty sure my plans are working now, whatever la, it's not important anymore...

U know what, i actually had a vision on my previous relationship, i once read a horoscope article about virgo and taurus which is me and her, they said if we splited, we will get back together and stick for a long time, i actually believe that will happen and it did happen, just didn't last long, haiz, now every relative of mine asking about her where about at this chinese new year, make me quite pai seh about it, we actually talk about her for half an hour, unbelieveable, they actually miss her, trollolol, really trolling me...

I still miss her, sometimes, she still occupied some part of my heart, but i hope my efforts still working, as long as she feels i am annoying , break promise, useless and untrustable, then ok already, just wanna prevent something, i think she will never solve the puzzle and i hope she never will althought 10 % of my will say disagree, anyway, i think she already own a good bf which can give her what she want and live happily because girls like her don't stay single for long one, boys like me usually are in forever alone club one, hahahaha, i can leave that group anytime if i want to but i just don't have a strong will to leave that club, trollolol...

doomsday

since the movie 2012 came out, people start to talk about it whether it's true or not, in fact, even it's true, damn NASA also won't tell us because we human is too stupid and don't have the maturity to handle this kind of en of the world disaster, we propably kill among ourselve before the end really come if NASA confirm about it, i agree with what NASA do if they really hiding it, i rather be cheated also don't want to countdown my death, that's very disturbing...

just now go da bao chicken rice at bukit sekilau there, heard a bunch of uncles talking about doomsday, they actually talk stuff about planet and stars, i am very happy about it, people at least know something about this universe, not just full of gossips about other uncle and auntie or kids. well, i have theory of my own about 21st of december 2012 aka doomsday...

2012 this movie come out at year 2009, this movie really disturbing when i first watch it, very nice CG they have in the movie, very realistic and logic as well, they build ark instead of space ship that we human don't really have that tech to support millions of us, even now the space center above our earth own by USA just manage to support a few crew, qualify one, i mean u need a lot of skill and knowledge to survive in space, not just guts or will to live, first of all, people who lazy to excercise confirm mati at there because our bone mass and muscle mass decay day by day graduately due to no gravity at all, astronaut have to excercise 2 hours per day just to keep their bone mass and muscle mass in standard and keep them alive, about the ark, it's buildable, our technology is more than enough to build it and we don't really need to care much to survive at there, a group of engineer at engine room and a large group of admin would do the job, can't believe we human actually experience the story of Noah, again, just this time we fill up a lot of human instead of a pair of every species to breed after the doomsday...

about the super volcano in the yellow stone park near the disneyland at USA, it's a really big volcano, in fact, it's the largest of all time, lucky for us, it's a sleeping one, if it really erupts, trust me, it's more nasty than in the movie one, it's a lot bigger than it because the diameter of the center of the volcano is over 10km ! my goodness, half of the USA will wipe by it's ashes, human that don't have good mask will kill by it, a few inhale of the ashes is enough to kill you...

whether it's true or not, i actually quite annoyed and quite worry about it, worry 2 scenario, the first one is i don't survive it and another one is i survive it, let's talk about the first one, i didn't survive it, if i didn't survive it, i will regret that i got many things haven't do yet, especially i don't satisfied with the food i ate so far, i want to eat a medium well fillet before i die, mint chocolate ice cream, finest red wine on earth, scalops for my appetizer, and many more which i can't list them out, there is nothing i can do anymore if it's real but for the second one, if i survive? hahahahaha ! then i got a lot of stuff to do...

if i survive, of course i have to think how to continue to survive, luckily for me, i have it all in my mind, but my friend Max have his point, he said:" we don't know the form of the doomsday, whether is earthquake and large tsunamy aka tidal wave like in the movie "2012", sun ray like in the movie " Knowing", ice age like the movie "the day after tomorrow", nuclear melt down like the movie "terminator - judgement day", the day the earth stood still for 3 days like what the rumors say (i don't think this donna happen because this involve gravity and the whole gravitational system in solar system, i don't think a sudden decay of gravity due to an unknown reason, unless some idiot blow up a really huge bomb then it might happen but i don't think so because it already blow up before it reach the core) , virus breakout like the "resident evil" or some future machine take over the planet...

let's say i survive all of it, first thing first, i need to find food source, water source and power source, this is why we need to make a lot of friends so that we could stick together to survive, after the doomsday, the most important thing is knowledge, knowledge to produce electricity, deal with the wild animals, after all of the stuff is settle down, the next thing is gather up other colony to build a strong hold to prevent the great treat, samseng, sometimes you have to believe if the good survive, bad stuff survive too, so, the next thing is i have to make a visit to the countries army force base, in my country we call them TDDM, collect some weapons and artilery force and if can, we take the tanks as well, hahahahaha ! i have some construction exeperience that may help me build a strong bunker to survive a bazooka, sometimes you have to believe if we can think of getting weapon from those place, someone will too, so, we have to prepare ourselve, the problem of the samseng i think is food and water, after that, if peace is possible, then i will start traveling around, first place would be KL, why? i want to drive lamborghini la, since it's free and petrol is free also, it's kinda waste if didn't own one, hahahahaha ! of course, bugatti if can because malaysia don't have many, so far i know just got 1 bugatti veyron 16.4 only, next thing is search for a guy that know to drive, i mean fly the big bird, because i want to fly to USA to take something from the NASA and MIT, there got some great stuff for me to run my experiment of sustainable energy source...

hahahahaha, of course, another must thing i have to do is faster to to the sport's shop to take some high quality football to play, have my own stadium to play with my friends if they survive too, hahahaha !

Life as a game

This week i noticed many friends post their graduation photos at facebook, i bet they have wait this moment since secondary school where we can start fighting for money instead of some exam hi-score in the school, same as me, i am sick of scoring hi-score in the school, anyway, i like to score goals, hahahaha, i scored not less than 1000 goals for my entire secondary school career, not sure i am the highest or not but definitely one of the highest...

Now, we all start scoring a new type of hi-score, society hi-score, this included honour, trustworthy, branding, famous, relationship, friendship and many other ships, well, i just hope i won't be forever alone, hahahaha, many more in this brand new game, i always assume life is a game where many jobs we can choose then start to train like a pro, keep on up level, like the games, we can't train all the abilities because we just can't, if we can live about 1000 years, then it would be possible, i mean train till pro level not novice level, my skills that i want to train? Speaking is one of my favourite...

No matter what job you choose to live with, there are some skills that i think we all need to train, we can start with a skill that is so important that people choose to ignore it will suffer for the rest of his or her life, that skill is call communication with we start to train since we are born, the moment we are born, well, at least i saw what happen to new born babies, hehe, parents already waiting their babies to speak out the first word, the first word they train usually is papa or mama, not nen nen or mum mum, so, communication is definitely very important, people nowadays really lack of this skills because of invention of IM, like weechat, whatsapp, facebook chat and many more chatting software or apps, that's why you can see they can write many meaningful and sometimes very shocking word that those person are the most least expect will write out one, that's is why one of my friends critic people nowadays is 面子书就一条龙，面对人就一条虫, well said, i admit i am not good enough and still got many space to improve, i learn everyday and keep on training...

I once is like what my friend said, well, last time at my era only got live messenger, before that is msn messenger and yahoo messenger, before that is ICQ and mRIC ( if i am not remember wrongly ) , i bet many people don't know what is mRIC and ICQ because it's like in dinasaur age, lol, beside that, my era very popular with sms one, last time DiGi got one package call MTV power pack very cheap on sms, just need RM5 then can send as many sms as you can at that month, i wonder do those people who own it last time still keep it due to phones of now need data plan to keep on "survive" on facebook...

I remember last time i got a girl call siew fen's number, we chat very well throught sms, in digital world, we chat like old friends, when in real world when we meet, damn, we so cool to each others, in my era, people use to blogging a lot and make a lots of friends throught their blog, me as well, throught blog, i get know to a good friend call phaik san, she even celebrate my 17th birthday at tc together with sam, snake ming, siew teng and one more is jess lim i think if not mistaken, i remember that night got 6 people sitting at McDonald the outer side one after playing at the beach, we are so close that time and many people taught we are couple, lol, if that time i am not feel too deep on L2W, i might fall on her, it's normal human nature, don't say me what what what, if for you i think will happen the same, well, i remember that time she got a bad bf, i don't really know who is he but phaik san try very hard to avoid him i think even now because last time when i post sanubari camp photo, she ask me to delete photos that got her face, well, as a gentlemen, of course i delete it, i even thinking to delete the whole album just to protect her feelings, as a friend of course, if my calculation is right, she probably didn't even see any photos of the album, just in case remind her something, alright, enough for that story, back to the topic...

It's late night now and write more a while then go sleep, next time only continue to part 2 about this topic la, long time didn't write blog but somehow now quite addicted to it...

Recently i study 风水, it's a interesting knowledge to learn, to emphasis your luck, fortune, relationship, career and many more, i made some adjustment on my room, my car and some of my personal stuff to have good fengshui, the first thing i do after read a fengshui book which is for rookie like me, well, that boom is not call " fengshui for dummies " if you want to know, it's written by lilian too one, oh ya, the dirst thing i do is i remove that mirror on my room, don't know just coincident or plocebo, after remove the mirror, now i can wake up more easily than last time, lol...

I write till here first la, very tired plus tomorrow need to drive to kl, good night my friends :-)

Nice horse

I meet a girl when i was in the highland last time, i am quite attracted by her when i saw her, i can still remember the very first time we meet is at SF's house and she is quite emo base on her face, she is like usually carry a serious face along with her, lol... She is part of the committee that organizing a 3 days 2 nights camp at school, that night, big part of the committees come to SF's house and they ask for my help to solve some of their problems inside their comittee, darn, quite a mess but not so complicated compare to what i met before, piece of cake, i shared something to them about leadership and answered some of their questions that bother them, i am quite glad that i can help up althought i didn't really know did i help out something...

I still can remember at the next night, they ask me go to their meeting session and try to give them a talk about the spirit of team and ask me try to unite them up, wah, talk is easy but do is another thing, luckily i got some experience of dealing these situation so i just walk in and start talking, what i didn't expect is whole bunch of people are sitting all around the table and it's quite a large circle, total people is more than 30 people and their range is from form 1 to form 5, my goodness, so many different channels i have to deal with at the same time, first time for me but luckily i trained well by my teacher so i just deal with it, that night is the second time i meet her, actually feel great that i meet her again, i am a person who strongly believe in 缘分, but i try not to think too much about relationship because i don't want to have a common sickness like other boys which is whenever a single boy saw a beautiful and nice girl then will become some kind of buaya, keep on thinking want to chase that girl, lol...

After that night, they invite me to their camp at May, at first, i didn't really plan to join them but somehow my heart tell me to join it because i quite like to be with them, i feel very very very relax when with them, so, at the end, i joined and i was asked to give a talk there, very well then...

When at the camp, i tell them put me into the game part because i want to play with them, somehow i am same group with her in one game station that we need to take care of, my old habits start again, calculating something between me and her, somehow she is the one who start the "fight" between us and everything kick start just like that, i like her style, actually, she is that type of girl i searching for, but still, i need to put her under my observation period, do my research, survey, homeworks, i quite careful of choosing a girl to be my gf now because i studied myself and i found out that if i love a girl, i will tolerate her with a high limits even me also can't think of just to make her happy, in the 4 days 3 nights (committee members enter the school one day earlier than the participants), i observe her whenever she is in my range, study her every move, of course, she got good side and bad side, no one is perfect include me, my bad side is i am a calculative person because, well, you can say i am scare of losing, but for me, i just don't want to suffer anymore, what i want is a caring gf that care about me and can handle me well, not easily get emo then very very good enough to me, honestly, i quite like her, i don't really care the time gap between us, but there is one thing that always drag me is the old memory, kinda like a phobia now, whenever i try to put my feeling on her, all the bad memories just flash out and tell me not to start a new one, i seperate with JY not because i want to but i have to, i studied JY's subconcious a few times by testing her and i found out something very sad to me, so, what can i do but move on? So i start to let everything to lose control which i use to control and calculated well then eventually the chain reaction will bring an end to it, believe it or not, i found that out one month after we start our relationship, you see, i made a choice, i choose to believe in her instead of my hardly wrong calculations, if not also won't last that long la... Lol...

Back to the topic, shouldn't talk about JY, as a respect for her, i should stop writing about her, because when a relationship fail, sure is wrong from both side one, just who wrong the most, alright, about miss horse, at the last day of the camp, many people give their book to people their meet to write something, i still can remember what i write on her book, hahahaha, and she is kinda touched as well, maybe i think too much but i think there is something wrong about her on me, lol, hahahahaha, whatever la, december i will go find her again, as a friend of course...

that noon, she suppose to be with me at a station we manage, at the end we are seperate due to shortage of team leaders on the group game, i stay at the station while she go lead one of the groups, i studied people reactions on her as well, she is quite a fierceful girl, even ah chee also don't really dare to make fun of her, while me? i always like to challenge this kind of girl, which is my favourite type of girl i like to make fun with, hahahaha ! she is quite terrible sometimes, forcing people to cooperate with her, i remember there is a video they released, it's about a station she manage, the game is wear a helmet and smash open the watermelon, after that eat finish all the red stuff then win the station, what i saw she treat those guys are quite shocking, i wonder will i tame her if we are together, lol...

what a interesting girl...

Graduation

I have been waiting this moment for quite a long time. Waiting this since 2009 and i manage to pass my diploma at 3 points, not bad for me, i didn't aim 4 points also, 3 is good enough for me, i got many rivals in my class, i take 2 as my rivals, one is shan jee and one more siti hajar, both of them is strongest among of them, at the end, i lose to them, siti hajar manage to take 3.48 for her diploma, yes, 3.48, little more then can go to first class, shan jee got 3.04 if not remember wrongly, take me down by about 0.06 like that, i should have win her but i lose at the end due to my laziness, many assignments, quiz and test i take low marks because i am too lazy to focus at there anymore at the final semester, i just can't wait to get out from there as soon as i can, so, dreaming started, i almost fail my managerial accountthis  subject, i didn't perform well on the quiz and test of this subject for my carry marks, i get quite low marks on my carry marks but i manage to pass it with a B-, i was very nervous when i get my result for the last time because i am really worry about this subject, if fail, have to stay for another semester just for this subject, damn, i am so lucky to pass it and i appreciate it, somehow i must say, this diploma is quite a easy job althought i didn't pass it with first class because i am just too lazy, even i am lazy i still manage to get 3 points, imagine people who hardworking on it, anyway, only one person out of 30 something people in my course get first class, and is a she and is a malay, very nice, good job, beat all the 3 chinese students, hahahaha, lol...

We have to travel to skudai which located at johor there, for the first time, i drive the car together with whole family to travel this road, we go from pekan then rompin then mersing then pass by johor bahru then reach skudai, 4 hours something for the whole journey, convo at tuesday, rehersal at monday but we arrives at sunday, just in case we can't make it on time at monday, the convo run smoothly without any technical problem or human problem, everyone is happy to go up stage and recieve their own album from the proffessor of UTM after that we just go home after our lunch at AEON JUSCO MALL...

Quite miss the miss horse althought i try quite hard to stay at single mode because i am still very tired of getting a new gf after my first failure, i miss L2W as well, hahahaha, what's wrong with me, anyway, me and L2W is unlikely to be a couple because she is too high and she don't like short poeple like me, i agree with the point of view of her, so i didn't put anymore effort on her, she can meet a better one, anyway, who knows what will happen in the future? Hahahaha... If she can accept short people like me, i might take my chance, hahahaha...

About miss horse, i still put her in observation period, i scare to choose a wrong person, again, this time i want a girl that can stand by my side all the time and give me support whenever i need it, support from comforting my feelings, in return, i shall take care of her whatever she wants, when i success, i will make sure she got all my 24 hours on her side, be together with her forever as a reward of putting so much trust and faith on me, hehe :-)

As i expected

It's May of 2012 now, after that will come to mid year, it's closer and closer to the so call 2012 doomsday, I am not that convinced will be the end of earth, in my own calculation so far, we got at least 10 more years To survive on this planet if got no other significant event happen, scientist used a super computer to calculated Their own prediction, if we still didn't do anything, we still can survive about 50 more years, if the earth Temperature raise another 5 degree then we will be doom, anyway, it's not in my concern because it's beyond what I can control, what i can control is how i react to it and what to do about it from now on, since when i start Watching discovery channel and nat geo at primary school period while others still watching cartoon network, i was Facinated by green technology, since that i keep thinking about that untill now, i got a dream that one day when I success in my business, i want to build my own physics lab, i got many experiment to do, i got a big idea on Using earth gravity to generate electricity for my own usage, if succeeded, everyone can have their own power Supply which at least reduce 50% on conventional power supply, save money and save earth at the same time, for me, Doomsday is like human death, after certain millions of years, earth will reset itself to gain balance, just like Human, we can't cheat death but we can prolong our life, somehow i believe we can cheat death if the technology Of biotech break human genetic code, then we all can become superhuman which we can say goodbye to cancer forever. Perhaps one day someone can tell Newton that his law of physics is wrong, one of his law state that energy can't be Created but only can be manipulated, you know what, i don't really agrde with him about this, scientist said every Single energy and matter create by the Big Bang, so, theorically, the total amount of energy in this whole universe Is fixed and got limit, they just changing form and just like that, so, what created the Big Bang at the first Place? What started the first step of the infinite chain reaction of whole universe? Someone said god, even it's True, where god come from? God just can't pop out like that, so, for me in this thinking, energy can be created Just i still not smart enough like hawkins where he can write out an equation on that, i always believe enerygy Can be created, it's just my own opinion by the way... That girl as i expected, she finally tell me she likes me for the second time, first time when i rejected her she Said we will be friend, lol, i have trained myself on mind will since primary school to make my will grow strong Enough to resist many bad things and prevent myself from losing control for obsess on something which i shouldn't Obsess about it because i know when i grow up, the society is full of temptation and i need control of my mind, Even so i found that it's hard for me to resist myself to like L2W when i am still in secondary school, in science, Love is just pure chemical reaction of human hormons, science have explained how love at the first sight happened And how love created by facing the same girl or boy constantly, science also proved the best medicine for heart Break, so, she can do it as a friend like she said at the first time? I didn't doubt about it but already know it's Impossible, so i start calculated the time of second time so i can prevent it, just as i expected, only little bit sooner than my Prediction, she is lucky that i really can accept her as friend because i got a terrible experience about this 3 Years ago, i blame myself for not trusting my prediction and i pay the price, damn, i am calculating The probability again, hahahaha, can't say it here, i got my own answer, it's all depends on her friends who give her opinion now, or, i got myself a gf now to kill all the possibilities, lol... Last sunday i went to the house living expo at Zenith hotel, i got little bit of knowledge about water, in that expo, There is a technology which use electrode to produce so called alkaline and acidic water and they claim that Alkaline water is good for body health, can nuetralize our body pH level so that we won't easily get cancer or other Major sickness, don't know he know that on of the element of nuetralizing our blood pH level inside our body is calcium Or not, in nutrition studys, yes, water is important to our health because 70% of our body is water, so, there was A phrase said 喝什么样的水就造什么样的血而成什么样的体质, i don't wanna talk much about this because i can write an article About it and it's a huge arguement for people who drinking very very clean water, So, finding a good treatment System is very important because it represent our kidney, i rather change filters, don't want to change kidney Somedays in the future, not because only for health but because of i don't want watse money on that, so, prevent it Is better, oh yeah... Oh yeah, the alkaline and acidic water treatement system, the electrode they use is titanium, Very good, luckily not using carbon one, Haiz, lazy to write about it, i skip la... Recently got a new friend, he dedicated his 2 years time to malaysia air force and 8 more years to go, he is such A great guy, it's been a long time no meet a mind pro that is younger than me one, i am lucky to have one now Because this kind of people who pro in thinking at this age didn't misuse it but use it to help people is rarely Found, i like this kind of guy because we can enhance other's power by combining our abilities in this process But it's a huge challenge as well but i am looking forward on that... Stupid manchester city win the title of BPL this season, so close, stupid QPR lost 2 goals at last 5 minutes, Macam ni pun boleh, this is not miracle, i call it tragedy, damn it, this is because i am manchester united fans, Hahahahahaha ! Anyway, it's the first time for me and in BPL history the champion is decided by goal difference Not by total points, it's very excited as well...

Frozen time over

It's my first time i write blog with my tablet, feel nice, means i can Write whenever i want now, oh yeah ! It's been over 2 years i live in single mode, my life have been silence For 2 years. I have complete my own promise that i won't have a company Before my 23rd birthday, well, of course i still miss her although didn't Contact each other since that day, i take it as a normal shockwave after Seperate from a girl we use to love more than anything, i love football As well by the way but football never emo on me no matter how i kick them, Hahahaha, lol, can't compare to human like that because it's not fair and Different cases... Seperate with me also good to her, no need to stay with a annoying guy that Always make her not happy, i keep my promise, so, i make myself as annoying As i can to support her choice, i believe i made the right move, whatever la, She happy then ok la, no need stay with me this poor guy... Somehow there is a girl that try to approach me in this early of 2012, i Already sense it but i just take it as "thinking too much", she finally Tell me that she likes me around march or february if not remember wrongly But i turn her down because i am still in frozen period, even not in frozen Period i also won't be with her because not ngam key, i praise her for having Such a courage so that won't have too huge of chain reaction in the coming 2 Years... Just now playing futsal with my friends, saw my friends lost the stamina they Use to have, luckily i always do something to maintain it, one of my friend once Tell me that they become like that because of their working life, exactly, they Know the source of problem, the question is, do they do something about it, luckily Someone willing to teach me how to get out from it, really feeling lucky ! Hmmm, someone asked me do i meet her in random time and how do i react to her, Actually it's quite weird, i meet her 2 times in a row on 26th of december on year 2010 and 2011, i am not surprize to meet her at the year 2010 one because my prediction Of her movement show me that the probability of showing up at ECM is high, it's been A habit for me when i am with her because due to we don't have much time to meet Because she rarely back to kuantan, so i have to come out with a formula to predict Her movement so that i can arrange my daily schedule to fit her sudden call event Whenever she is in kuantan, she likes to do that, i think it's normal for a girl That want to meet her bf but for me it's hard because that time my parents object My relationship with her, it take me a huge effort to make my visit trip to her house In stealth mode and at the same time don't let her know about the problems i having In the calculation, plus i have to calculate my parents movement as well so that i Can avoid their radar scan, that's why she always see i am like not paying attention To her when she talks to me and this always make her angry bacause i am concentrating On calculating The next movement that moment because the calculating have to be calculate In a constant timing, if not i will lost it and i will have a big disaster, she know it Well for my lost calculation back to the day before i went to taiwan for 2 months and The 2008 chinese new year incident, unbelieveable, take me so much effort just to meet her for 1 hours, but at the end, it worth it, it worth me to do that much just to see her smile, But i quite surprize in 2011 one because i already lost big part of the variable so i Lost the calculation as well, but i am surprize to see her in short hair, quite nice Actually although i don't want her to cut last time, i believe she saw me as well but She act i am invisible, good also, quite a awkward moment, somehow my heart still beating Fast when i saw her, she is a nice girl just i don't have to 福气 to be with her Can't wait till August because me and a bunch of friends will go taiwan together To play, woo hoo ! Me gusta !