something recently

last few days ago i go play football with malays again at a nice grass field near my house one, i have play 4 times in row with them, my leg muscle and heart muscle grow stronger after each match because i try to play with full power, only with full power only can improve and break through my limits, yesterday i score the opening goal, again, lol... i can run fast with bare foot but not with shoe, i can dribble well with bare foot but not with shoe, maybe i play more with bare foot and quite familiar with the skill using bare foot, i even can shoot well with bare foot, lol...

there is a joke when my friend talk about 人生 with another friend, another guy beside him try to intercept their conversation and accidentally make a joke, hahahaha...


"你知道什么是 [人生] 吗？" (my friend)
"哦! 我知道! [人参] 是拿来煲汤的!" (the guy who intercept their conversation)
"har? 你的 [人生] 是拿来煲汤da? 我没有你酱惨咯, 我的人生是充满快乐和希望的" (my friend)

that guy who intercept is a 30 something years old d aunty if not remember wrongly, what a joke made by her, lol... in fact, her life is quite like she said, stuck at the steak house she work since many years ago, nothing significant change, she porbably another victim of 关丹 (关到完蛋)

after years of observation and talking with many kuantan strangers, i found that almost all kuantan people don't have one thing on their mind, that thing is call 危机意识, in english can say is Sense Of Danger, in fact most of the people in malaysia is like this include me, if not a teacher guide me and i listen as well, i am still a teenager who think i know all the things in the world and very 自以为是, 很了不起, my teacher say:

"如果你觉得你很了不起，有一天你会起不了"

that's true, i can still remember one incident when i'm still incredible young, this incident happen when i'm about 5 years old, that time ocean is the most famous shopping complex in kuantan, Kuantan Parade haven't existed yet, got one sunday, i follow my mum and her sisters go there for shopping and walking, that time got many people walking around one, not like now, now even cats also don't want to go inside because it's quite creepy in there, last time i got go there for syok, that gold shop is no longer there and it's very quiet up there, yeeee eeerr, creepy, back to the story, when i'm still small, i developed a skill call "Always Keep An Eye On Your Parents, Never Let Your Parents Out Of Your Sight", people who know my history they will know i'm a extremely active boy, this skill actually is the fundamental of my observation skill of now, let me explain a bit about this skill i quite proud of, hehe

well, as you know i'm a active boy, i always run here run there but i know i cannot get lost with my parents, they can lost my track but i cannot lost their track, so whenever i try to walk alone and walk far from them, i always look back where their are about every 10 minutes, so if you guys notice, i always look back to see who is behind me now if i'm with a group of friends to make sure they still following us... at the begining i have to study their shopping pattern first so if they really out of my sight because i walked too far, my mind can calculate their location according to their walking and shopping pattern with the time i lost my sight on them, after years of training on this skill, i can track a group of people instead just my parents only last time, hehe... boys, this is a useful skill for you to track your gf, last time when i have gf, i never stop calculating her location untill i slept, hehe... it's just for advancing my skill, nothing else, well, because i always can't reach her phone so i have to calculate where could she be so if i send help to her, the help could reach her...

back to the story, that time is the first time i lost them completely, it's my first failure, when i walk back, i can't find them at all, i start to panic actually, everytime i go there always heard many child get lost and try to find their parents using PA system to call the adults to claim their child back, i always laugh at them for getting lost and don't have this skill to track their parents to prevent that, i just can't believe that day i'm one of the victim, damn it, i remember i start to cry, before i cry, i walked to the place for lost and found counter so that someone in the counter notice me that i am lost, i cried because i'm scare but at the same time i keep thinking why i never develope a skill call 冷静, you have to know cry in front of a crowd is a very very very embarrasing moment for a human, i never think of preparing the plan B, maybe go to the counter is plan B but i don't like that because i depends on someone else to find for me instead of i find my relative back, from that moment, i tell myself i have to prepare more... i still can remember a guy give me a balloon to make me calm so that i stop crying and it actually work on me, it distract me very well because when i get the balloon, i keep thinking how to play with it, lol, what a child... hahahahaha... at the end they found me and we go back together...

from this story, you can see how important is the 危机意识, i never have that because i think i'm very good on tracking people so i didn't think of that, my teacher said:

"意外和明天不知哪个先到"

people never expect bad things will happen on them untill it happened but somehow they always talk about negative stuff, something wrong somewhere... i never expect i'll get lost that time so i never prepare for it, when it happen, i'm so panic, lol... now i'm trying hard to make my tracking skill more advance, whenever i'm in a crowd, i observe almost everyone and try to predict their movement, calculating where they moving as well, even now i listen and observe people's story as well, my ex-gf always critic me as a 神算, well, sort of, i learn this because i want to calculate my life as well, to prevent i make another wrong move in this life, my teacher say:

"人生有两条路千万不要走，第一条是冤枉路，第二条是走投无路"

we only live once, well, don't talk about afterlife la because it's still a myth, no one really bring hard evidence to prove it's there, what we know is now in this reality, i don't really want to watse much of my time just to walk 冤枉路, poeple who never listen to 道理 will most probably walk that road, in religious view, it's call sin, the sin of your previous life is quite heavy, so god give you suffer, so if you don't want to suffer in your life, you can try to listen to the seniors who is successful, there is another true story i listened from a uncle at TAMPIN, he told me and my father this true story:

last time, around Tampin there got a nice food court, very successful, many people go there to eat, business is just great, then one day, the owner of the food court want to upgrade those stall's rent, if not remember wrongly is up 100%, lol, of course those hawker 呱呱叫, after a long negotiation, those hawkers decided to leave the food court together, after that, the owner find a 风水佬 come to see the food court whether there is something wrong because everyone don't want to do business at there anymore, then that guy take his plate and start pointing here and there, after a little time of inspection, he got a conclusion, he said:

"你的food court的风水很好，只是你自己的风水不好，因为你的头进风，所以水来不到你身边，如果你要回以前那样的生意，就把你头里面的风拿掉就可以了，水就会流来这里"

(water also known as money in cantonese understanding)

no need say, from this story we all know is the owner's problem not the 风水, you know what happen next? that owner refuse to listen that 风水佬, still that stubborn, so his food court never go back to previous condition anymore, i go to that food court before, it's a very nice food court, clean and tidy, even got free kare-ok for you to use, but the hawkers there is not that much and business is bad, if not remember wrongly, that uncle said last time when business is good, one month that owner can get at least RM5k just the rent only not included that drinks stall he run himself, lol...

this time write till here first, lazy to continue, want to play C.S.O. hehe...

football

world cup finally come to the end, spain win the world cup as the world favourite at the begining, many people die because of gambling, many of my friends lose include me, some even reach RM1k over, lol, i only lose about hundred over only, damn it, i win 100 over at the begining one, thanks to Portugal and Germany, they make me become negative liao, haiz... plan to have dinner at Croc there with sisters if win now can't liao...

anyway, this year d world cup is quite a failure, i mean the host itself, so many trouble, next stop will be brazil, i guess it will become worse, no eye see, brazil really geng, after hose the world cup at 2014, they will host the olympic game at 2016, lol... i doubt about their ability to make it success...

yesterday go play football with malays at a field that near my house, very fun to play with them, very relaxing and challenging, they are quite shock that i can play well because they rarely see chinese will play with them and can play that well, lol... tomorrow go play with them again, but play with them cannot wear shoe one because no one wear shoe to play, i quite like to play football with barefoot but always make my leg dirty, those dirt is hard to wash away one, haiz...

college almost start liao, holidays almost finished, actually can't wait to go back college to start study

IEC Programme finished

after one month of quite enjoyable and suffer as well, this programme finally come to it's end, my group win the overall activity champion and drama champion, we are so happy of it, we win cash prize RM300 for the drama champion but only small hamper for overall activity champion, lol...

that night we all go celebrate our glory at TC's KFC, another group join us together, the HOUSE team win the second place and we are kind of allied team so we celebrate together, my group name is MASH by the way, hehe...

that drama is quite a chaos but we manage to take the first place, got a little unexpected although we want to get the champion, thanks to Dickson who give us this story at the moment we headache about what story we want to use for the drama, thanks to everyone in the group dedicated their sleeping time and relaxing time to go the hostel to prepare those stuff...

i learn something in this programme as well, not much but it's enough for me, i experienced something very interesting also, one of it is the drama, i never being on stage to play a role untill this programme, another one is got one activity at noon one we cheat and we win the champion, hahahahaha, lol...

there is one thing quite interesting as well, my team actually have some political issue with those lecturers, maybe is we win too much and some of our member try to celebrate in a way which they don't like and make them not happy about us and try to sabotage my team, luckily some of my member are like CIA agents, they know this news early and tell us not to panic and stay calm whenever got a issua in our team and try to stick together and don't feel any badly...

overall, it's a average camp only for me, boring time and interesting time is quite equal...