first of all, want to greet everyone merry christmas, hope you guys have a enjoyable days, this year is first time i pass this 2 days in true single heart, not at someone else, very happy with that...
let's talk about 24th that day, i go lunch together with Kok Wai at Island Two at Air Putih, not bad the food there, then at night go dinner with parents, after that i go home play PS2 whole night then sleep, for the first time after i back to single, i no need to worry about can't give a nice gift to someone, scare that guy don't like my attire when meet, scare give my parents saw and have to do anything i could to make her happy although most of the time i failed. this year really relax, well, if you ask me whether worth or not for doing that last time, i would say, yes, it worth, it worth every single moment when i saw that smile and a hug from her. but most of the time i didn't really get it... lol...
talk about 25th, today is quite happy, morning go Clement's church's party, saw a young beautiful girl there, well, just watch only, didn't have other intention, you know la, single is like that one, hahahahaha, it's been a long time i didn't do that, watch beautiful girl with those eye say: how good if she is my gf, hahahaha XD just kidding...
noon play computer a while then go back house to have a nap, my eye finally can focus well after few days of blur-ness but still got a bit blur, that head problem got some "improvement", i think only she know what's the problem in this whole world, my mind got some moment try to shut down itself, i mean permanently one, somehow i manage to force it to stay online, lol...
tonight something i predicted happened, i finally saw her when i go movie with my parents, well, if not her friend's eye sight, i think i probably won't know she is there, anyway, when i saw her, i feel like she is just another ordinary friend, no more those kind of couple thing anymore, hmmm, guess i have successful mind trick on myself, by the way, for the first time, i actually successfully forget all her number which i have memories for 3 years, it's my first time to forget something i wish to treasure for my whole life, hmmm... whatever... anyway, she is still that cute and beautiful, and i will still say, how good if we still together, lol... in fantasy it may happen but not in real world, so confused huh, last time say hope she don't disturb me anymore but now say if still together then good, haiz, don't know la, i just wish to be single for a period of time to relief those tension i gain when i was in relationship, i planned everything quite perfectly for our relationship last time but defeated by one thing, ATTITUDE, i defeated by this thing, i make a tiny mistake at the begining of our relationship which i try so hard to fix it for the rest of the time but fail at the end, ended by ATTITUDE, haiz, poor me, never mind la, most important thing is, I'M STILL HERE! I DIDN'T GO TO JUMP! hahahahaha, i survive to live another love journey, i gain many experience to handle the next journey, i think i can have a better one in the future, i believe it will come soon but i hope not too soon, tonight i wear T-shirt and short pant that she gave me as present last time, want to remind me always appreciate someone you love before you lost her, no matter what happen in the relationship, defend it because it's not easy to have such person you love, if have a big argue, just assume that it's a time for him/her to release tension, most important is try to fix that after the furious end, don't make the cold war too long or the war will end the relationship... hmmm... i think i talk too much...
write till here first la, want to sleep now...
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
december
it's been a really long time no write things at here, you can see the power of facebook, make me addicted to it and no spare time to write things at here, recently not so addicted to it because i try not to online these days to stay away from it... it's not a good thing to addicted to it...
today is my last day for my final exam, the subject is Autocad, drawing on computer, feel quite excited because finally can finish this exam
my eyes still blur blur like that after watching 3D Tron Legacy, hardly can focus well, damn it, really scare have to wear glasses after that, i don't want to wear glasses!
it's December now! another year will gone soon, as usual, i will talk about this year's major activities of mine as a self-awareness, also a good time to think back what have i done this year.
well, let's talk about my birthday first, my 21st birthday, i actually celebrate my favourite age of my entire life with Her, i didn't really happy that day although she is beside me, the happiest birthday i ever been so far is 17, that time PS celebrate with me, that time we not so sok(cantonese) one but she also celebrate with me, i feel great to have such male friends, luckily that time i didn't think too much about her and didn't misunderstanding about her act, lol...
talk about happiest moment of this year, the happiest moment of this year could say is i finally found back a thing i lost 3 years ago, so happy about it, i spent entire 2010 to find it back, finally i found it, yes! hahahaha, with this thing, i can start a new journey, with this thing, i can have a better partner in the future, with this thing, i can live happily, yeah!
talk about best movie i watched this year, for me, the best movie of this year i watched is Inception, very very nice this movie, great science fiction movie, i go download and watch shutter island after watch this movie because it's same type of movie, i don't really understand shutter island but inception is fully understand, lol... anyone explain shutter island to me please? is he really insane at the first place, insane later because the people inside make him like that or everything is just his imagination and the people of the hospital try to cure him?
talk about funniest news i ever seen this year, could say is the stupid guy who jump from building because fail in love which last for 4 months only and make himself headline all over the world, what a funny event, i fail my 2 years journey also haven't jump sea but he go jump from building, stupid, the world is so big, just die like that because a girl don't want you? not worth at all, i rather die in football field than die from a stupid jump, but i rather die in a jump than die on bed slowly, hahahaha... haiz, teenagers nowadays is too weak on handling this kind of failure, they just can't survive it, i always blame Taiwan for this actually, make those love drama and make every teenagers live in fantasy, teenagers of malaysia just cannot seperate what is reality and fantasy, always think of want to have a fantasy love story like those in the drama, HELLO! drama is drama, drama is base on script which already set from the begining! yours is without script! so wake up and start to write it yourself! real life is different from drama! well, slightly got some same side but it's still a drama!
talk about Manchester United, they haven't lost a match in this season! yeah! long live Manchester United! but i think they soon will lose to a stupid lousy team one, every season they also like this, this season will be no different, never mind, as long as they get the title at the end, i won't mind they lost 2 or 3 matches, yeah!
talk about my new phone, it's my first time to buy a new mobile phone by myself, it's a N8, so many people ask me to buy iPhone 4 include my uncle but i prefer Nokia because i'm a Nokia fans! hahahahaha, no la, actually iPhone, not just iPhone, all Apple products is not so friendly like other brands, they are close application, Apple can't communicated well with other brands, such as bluetooth and document format, they are different, you need same OS only can view or send data, lol... so i choose Nokia because i always ask friends to bluetooth music and photo to my phone one, anyway, iPhone is a very nice phone to use, IF, everyone is using it... i like the camera of N8, very clear, 12 mega pixel is no ordinary camera to a phone, anyway, i choose 9 mega pixel for my photo capture only but already at 4000 x 2248 resolution! compare to my previous 2 mega pixel camera is far more better, hahahaha, for me, i only have one rule of buying technological products especially phones, as long as the phone i intend to buy is better than the previous phone then ok, just that simple, because technology of now is very very fast, according to science fact, every new tech just develope out from this world will be expired in just 10 hours! and this rate was 2 years ago! imagine that, that's why no people want to buy iPad now because soon will have a new version, got camera on it...
talk about my studies, this semester really lazy compare to last 2 semester, i just don't know why i lazy to study, hmmm... maybe too much of holidays...
talk about friends, this year roughly i know about 150 new friends include malays and indians, the best parts of this is they all know my name but i don't really know their name well, lol... well, friends i know is always on face to face not by online, 150 new friends is not included online know one because for me, online is not truely know each other untill you meet face to face, teenagers nowadays use too much finger power to talk instead of mouth which designed since birth of human to communicate to each other at the first place, well, i didn't mean using text to communicate is not good, i mean teenagers use too much of it and become too rely on it. well, if you can communicate very very well in computer with someone else but can't talk well in real life meeting, this mean you are one of the victim of cyber world and you are very potentially to be doomed by it, so start come out from your house and meet friends face to face!
talk about sadness, the only sad stuff of this year only got one, it's about Her of course, come back and gone like that, feel like she is fooling my feeling...
talk about game, yes, game, best game i played is God Of War II, it's been a long time i didn't play game then my dad buy a new PS2 to play since it's cheap and affordable, it's a very nice game, i like it although the story is quite violence and not good...
talk about college, it's still the same, no major changes...
talk about facebook, i'm a rich man in Tycoons this game, hahahaha, really rich that one but still can't make it into the hiscore yet, i actually learn many new stuff from it, especially human behavior, i always observe what is their comment and what they react to the incidents to their life, so, after a year of observation, i have some conclusion, negative message got about 60% , for example: stupid teacher late for class!; i won't talk to you anymore; that guy is brainless!; , positive got 30%, for example, exam is finally over!; i got a present from my friends! happy birthday; i can do it!, and something like that la, another 10% is neutral, for example: good morning world; good night and have sweet dreams; i'm back to hometown!; gonna go back soon, a mosquito just bite me, hahahaha... something like that la, hahahaha... about video, mostly are funny, got some horrible and scary and horny video as well... i think no people play friends for sale anymore, hahahaha...
talk about my life, life is getting better for me as long as She don't call me to disturb my feelings, although i don't want to be with her anymore and make myself don't want to love her anymore, but whenever i saw someone that looks like her, my heart will still beat like the first time i saw her, haiz, i hope this will end soon, i don't to stuck at a place that shouldn't stuck at, enjoying my single life, well, i still don't want to have a new one because my heart is too tired to have a new one, tired of girls' unreasonable act! sometimes do ok la but if always do that, wah, really tired, it will make the relationship always spend time on solving it instead of making it better, too much will destroy, so girls, don't do too much of it, ok? treat your bf nicely, you can do it but don't too over and don't ever ever say want to break up just to get his attention, it never works... this words will just destroy his trust on this relationship although he knows she didn't mean it, it still make a great damage on relationship...
talk about festivals, i like chinese new year of course, because got Ang Pow la! hahahaha, no la, actually is a good time to eat something we don't usually see and meet someone that we don't usually go to meet and go somewhere that we don't usually go, have fun on chinese new year and it's coming soon! yeah!
write untill here first la, enjoy your life pals, you can live a better life! you always can!
today is my last day for my final exam, the subject is Autocad, drawing on computer, feel quite excited because finally can finish this exam
my eyes still blur blur like that after watching 3D Tron Legacy, hardly can focus well, damn it, really scare have to wear glasses after that, i don't want to wear glasses!
it's December now! another year will gone soon, as usual, i will talk about this year's major activities of mine as a self-awareness, also a good time to think back what have i done this year.
well, let's talk about my birthday first, my 21st birthday, i actually celebrate my favourite age of my entire life with Her, i didn't really happy that day although she is beside me, the happiest birthday i ever been so far is 17, that time PS celebrate with me, that time we not so sok(cantonese) one but she also celebrate with me, i feel great to have such male friends, luckily that time i didn't think too much about her and didn't misunderstanding about her act, lol...
talk about happiest moment of this year, the happiest moment of this year could say is i finally found back a thing i lost 3 years ago, so happy about it, i spent entire 2010 to find it back, finally i found it, yes! hahahaha, with this thing, i can start a new journey, with this thing, i can have a better partner in the future, with this thing, i can live happily, yeah!
talk about best movie i watched this year, for me, the best movie of this year i watched is Inception, very very nice this movie, great science fiction movie, i go download and watch shutter island after watch this movie because it's same type of movie, i don't really understand shutter island but inception is fully understand, lol... anyone explain shutter island to me please? is he really insane at the first place, insane later because the people inside make him like that or everything is just his imagination and the people of the hospital try to cure him?
talk about funniest news i ever seen this year, could say is the stupid guy who jump from building because fail in love which last for 4 months only and make himself headline all over the world, what a funny event, i fail my 2 years journey also haven't jump sea but he go jump from building, stupid, the world is so big, just die like that because a girl don't want you? not worth at all, i rather die in football field than die from a stupid jump, but i rather die in a jump than die on bed slowly, hahahaha... haiz, teenagers nowadays is too weak on handling this kind of failure, they just can't survive it, i always blame Taiwan for this actually, make those love drama and make every teenagers live in fantasy, teenagers of malaysia just cannot seperate what is reality and fantasy, always think of want to have a fantasy love story like those in the drama, HELLO! drama is drama, drama is base on script which already set from the begining! yours is without script! so wake up and start to write it yourself! real life is different from drama! well, slightly got some same side but it's still a drama!
talk about Manchester United, they haven't lost a match in this season! yeah! long live Manchester United! but i think they soon will lose to a stupid lousy team one, every season they also like this, this season will be no different, never mind, as long as they get the title at the end, i won't mind they lost 2 or 3 matches, yeah!
talk about my new phone, it's my first time to buy a new mobile phone by myself, it's a N8, so many people ask me to buy iPhone 4 include my uncle but i prefer Nokia because i'm a Nokia fans! hahahahaha, no la, actually iPhone, not just iPhone, all Apple products is not so friendly like other brands, they are close application, Apple can't communicated well with other brands, such as bluetooth and document format, they are different, you need same OS only can view or send data, lol... so i choose Nokia because i always ask friends to bluetooth music and photo to my phone one, anyway, iPhone is a very nice phone to use, IF, everyone is using it... i like the camera of N8, very clear, 12 mega pixel is no ordinary camera to a phone, anyway, i choose 9 mega pixel for my photo capture only but already at 4000 x 2248 resolution! compare to my previous 2 mega pixel camera is far more better, hahahaha, for me, i only have one rule of buying technological products especially phones, as long as the phone i intend to buy is better than the previous phone then ok, just that simple, because technology of now is very very fast, according to science fact, every new tech just develope out from this world will be expired in just 10 hours! and this rate was 2 years ago! imagine that, that's why no people want to buy iPad now because soon will have a new version, got camera on it...
talk about my studies, this semester really lazy compare to last 2 semester, i just don't know why i lazy to study, hmmm... maybe too much of holidays...
talk about friends, this year roughly i know about 150 new friends include malays and indians, the best parts of this is they all know my name but i don't really know their name well, lol... well, friends i know is always on face to face not by online, 150 new friends is not included online know one because for me, online is not truely know each other untill you meet face to face, teenagers nowadays use too much finger power to talk instead of mouth which designed since birth of human to communicate to each other at the first place, well, i didn't mean using text to communicate is not good, i mean teenagers use too much of it and become too rely on it. well, if you can communicate very very well in computer with someone else but can't talk well in real life meeting, this mean you are one of the victim of cyber world and you are very potentially to be doomed by it, so start come out from your house and meet friends face to face!
talk about sadness, the only sad stuff of this year only got one, it's about Her of course, come back and gone like that, feel like she is fooling my feeling...
talk about game, yes, game, best game i played is God Of War II, it's been a long time i didn't play game then my dad buy a new PS2 to play since it's cheap and affordable, it's a very nice game, i like it although the story is quite violence and not good...
talk about college, it's still the same, no major changes...
talk about facebook, i'm a rich man in Tycoons this game, hahahaha, really rich that one but still can't make it into the hiscore yet, i actually learn many new stuff from it, especially human behavior, i always observe what is their comment and what they react to the incidents to their life, so, after a year of observation, i have some conclusion, negative message got about 60% , for example: stupid teacher late for class!; i won't talk to you anymore; that guy is brainless!; , positive got 30%, for example, exam is finally over!; i got a present from my friends! happy birthday; i can do it!, and something like that la, another 10% is neutral, for example: good morning world; good night and have sweet dreams; i'm back to hometown!; gonna go back soon, a mosquito just bite me, hahahaha... something like that la, hahahaha... about video, mostly are funny, got some horrible and scary and horny video as well... i think no people play friends for sale anymore, hahahaha...
talk about my life, life is getting better for me as long as She don't call me to disturb my feelings, although i don't want to be with her anymore and make myself don't want to love her anymore, but whenever i saw someone that looks like her, my heart will still beat like the first time i saw her, haiz, i hope this will end soon, i don't to stuck at a place that shouldn't stuck at, enjoying my single life, well, i still don't want to have a new one because my heart is too tired to have a new one, tired of girls' unreasonable act! sometimes do ok la but if always do that, wah, really tired, it will make the relationship always spend time on solving it instead of making it better, too much will destroy, so girls, don't do too much of it, ok? treat your bf nicely, you can do it but don't too over and don't ever ever say want to break up just to get his attention, it never works... this words will just destroy his trust on this relationship although he knows she didn't mean it, it still make a great damage on relationship...
talk about festivals, i like chinese new year of course, because got Ang Pow la! hahahaha, no la, actually is a good time to eat something we don't usually see and meet someone that we don't usually go to meet and go somewhere that we don't usually go, have fun on chinese new year and it's coming soon! yeah!
write untill here first la, enjoy your life pals, you can live a better life! you always can!
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