Monday, May 14, 2012

As i expected

It's May of 2012 now, after that will come to mid year, it's closer and closer to the so call 2012 doomsday, I am not that convinced will be the end of earth, in my own calculation so far, we got at least 10 more years To survive on this planet if got no other significant event happen, scientist used a super computer to calculated Their own prediction, if we still didn't do anything, we still can survive about 50 more years, if the earth Temperature raise another 5 degree then we will be doom, anyway, it's not in my concern because it's beyond what I can control, what i can control is how i react to it and what to do about it from now on, since when i start Watching discovery channel and nat geo at primary school period while others still watching cartoon network, i was Facinated by green technology, since that i keep thinking about that untill now, i got a dream that one day when I success in my business, i want to build my own physics lab, i got many experiment to do, i got a big idea on Using earth gravity to generate electricity for my own usage, if succeeded, everyone can have their own power Supply which at least reduce 50% on conventional power supply, save money and save earth at the same time, for me, Doomsday is like human death, after certain millions of years, earth will reset itself to gain balance, just like Human, we can't cheat death but we can prolong our life, somehow i believe we can cheat death if the technology Of biotech break human genetic code, then we all can become superhuman which we can say goodbye to cancer forever. Perhaps one day someone can tell Newton that his law of physics is wrong, one of his law state that energy can't be Created but only can be manipulated, you know what, i don't really agrde with him about this, scientist said every Single energy and matter create by the Big Bang, so, theorically, the total amount of energy in this whole universe Is fixed and got limit, they just changing form and just like that, so, what created the Big Bang at the first Place? What started the first step of the infinite chain reaction of whole universe? Someone said god, even it's True, where god come from? God just can't pop out like that, so, for me in this thinking, energy can be created Just i still not smart enough like hawkins where he can write out an equation on that, i always believe enerygy Can be created, it's just my own opinion by the way... That girl as i expected, she finally tell me she likes me for the second time, first time when i rejected her she Said we will be friend, lol, i have trained myself on mind will since primary school to make my will grow strong Enough to resist many bad things and prevent myself from losing control for obsess on something which i shouldn't Obsess about it because i know when i grow up, the society is full of temptation and i need control of my mind, Even so i found that it's hard for me to resist myself to like L2W when i am still in secondary school, in science, Love is just pure chemical reaction of human hormons, science have explained how love at the first sight happened And how love created by facing the same girl or boy constantly, science also proved the best medicine for heart Break, so, she can do it as a friend like she said at the first time? I didn't doubt about it but already know it's Impossible, so i start calculated the time of second time so i can prevent it, just as i expected, only little bit sooner than my Prediction, she is lucky that i really can accept her as friend because i got a terrible experience about this 3 Years ago, i blame myself for not trusting my prediction and i pay the price, damn, i am calculating The probability again, hahahaha, can't say it here, i got my own answer, it's all depends on her friends who give her opinion now, or, i got myself a gf now to kill all the possibilities, lol... Last sunday i went to the house living expo at Zenith hotel, i got little bit of knowledge about water, in that expo, There is a technology which use electrode to produce so called alkaline and acidic water and they claim that Alkaline water is good for body health, can nuetralize our body pH level so that we won't easily get cancer or other Major sickness, don't know he know that on of the element of nuetralizing our blood pH level inside our body is calcium Or not, in nutrition studys, yes, water is important to our health because 70% of our body is water, so, there was A phrase said 喝什么样的水就造什么样的血而成什么样的体质, i don't wanna talk much about this because i can write an article About it and it's a huge arguement for people who drinking very very clean water, So, finding a good treatment System is very important because it represent our kidney, i rather change filters, don't want to change kidney Somedays in the future, not because only for health but because of i don't want watse money on that, so, prevent it Is better, oh yeah... Oh yeah, the alkaline and acidic water treatement system, the electrode they use is titanium, Very good, luckily not using carbon one, Haiz, lazy to write about it, i skip la... Recently got a new friend, he dedicated his 2 years time to malaysia air force and 8 more years to go, he is such A great guy, it's been a long time no meet a mind pro that is younger than me one, i am lucky to have one now Because this kind of people who pro in thinking at this age didn't misuse it but use it to help people is rarely Found, i like this kind of guy because we can enhance other's power by combining our abilities in this process But it's a huge challenge as well but i am looking forward on that... Stupid manchester city win the title of BPL this season, so close, stupid QPR lost 2 goals at last 5 minutes, Macam ni pun boleh, this is not miracle, i call it tragedy, damn it, this is because i am manchester united fans, Hahahahahaha ! Anyway, it's the first time for me and in BPL history the champion is decided by goal difference Not by total points, it's very excited as well...

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Frozen time over

It's my first time i write blog with my tablet, feel nice, means i can Write whenever i want now, oh yeah ! It's been over 2 years i live in single mode, my life have been silence For 2 years. I have complete my own promise that i won't have a company Before my 23rd birthday, well, of course i still miss her although didn't Contact each other since that day, i take it as a normal shockwave after Seperate from a girl we use to love more than anything, i love football As well by the way but football never emo on me no matter how i kick them, Hahahaha, lol, can't compare to human like that because it's not fair and Different cases... Seperate with me also good to her, no need to stay with a annoying guy that Always make her not happy, i keep my promise, so, i make myself as annoying As i can to support her choice, i believe i made the right move, whatever la, She happy then ok la, no need stay with me this poor guy... Somehow there is a girl that try to approach me in this early of 2012, i Already sense it but i just take it as "thinking too much", she finally Tell me that she likes me around march or february if not remember wrongly But i turn her down because i am still in frozen period, even not in frozen Period i also won't be with her because not ngam key, i praise her for having Such a courage so that won't have too huge of chain reaction in the coming 2 Years... Just now playing futsal with my friends, saw my friends lost the stamina they Use to have, luckily i always do something to maintain it, one of my friend once Tell me that they become like that because of their working life, exactly, they Know the source of problem, the question is, do they do something about it, luckily Someone willing to teach me how to get out from it, really feeling lucky ! Hmmm, someone asked me do i meet her in random time and how do i react to her, Actually it's quite weird, i meet her 2 times in a row on 26th of december on year 2010 and 2011, i am not surprize to meet her at the year 2010 one because my prediction Of her movement show me that the probability of showing up at ECM is high, it's been A habit for me when i am with her because due to we don't have much time to meet Because she rarely back to kuantan, so i have to come out with a formula to predict Her movement so that i can arrange my daily schedule to fit her sudden call event Whenever she is in kuantan, she likes to do that, i think it's normal for a girl That want to meet her bf but for me it's hard because that time my parents object My relationship with her, it take me a huge effort to make my visit trip to her house In stealth mode and at the same time don't let her know about the problems i having In the calculation, plus i have to calculate my parents movement as well so that i Can avoid their radar scan, that's why she always see i am like not paying attention To her when she talks to me and this always make her angry bacause i am concentrating On calculating The next movement that moment because the calculating have to be calculate In a constant timing, if not i will lost it and i will have a big disaster, she know it Well for my lost calculation back to the day before i went to taiwan for 2 months and The 2008 chinese new year incident, unbelieveable, take me so much effort just to meet her for 1 hours, but at the end, it worth it, it worth me to do that much just to see her smile, But i quite surprize in 2011 one because i already lost big part of the variable so i Lost the calculation as well, but i am surprize to see her in short hair, quite nice Actually although i don't want her to cut last time, i believe she saw me as well but She act i am invisible, good also, quite a awkward moment, somehow my heart still beating Fast when i saw her, she is a nice girl just i don't have to 福气 to be with her Can't wait till August because me and a bunch of friends will go taiwan together To play, woo hoo ! Me gusta !