Frozen time over

It's my first time i write blog with my tablet, feel nice, means i can Write whenever i want now, oh yeah ! It's been over 2 years i live in single mode, my life have been silence For 2 years. I have complete my own promise that i won't have a company Before my 23rd birthday, well, of course i still miss her although didn't Contact each other since that day, i take it as a normal shockwave after Seperate from a girl we use to love more than anything, i love football As well by the way but football never emo on me no matter how i kick them, Hahahaha, lol, can't compare to human like that because it's not fair and Different cases... Seperate with me also good to her, no need to stay with a annoying guy that Always make her not happy, i keep my promise, so, i make myself as annoying As i can to support her choice, i believe i made the right move, whatever la, She happy then ok la, no need stay with me this poor guy... Somehow there is a girl that try to approach me in this early of 2012, i Already sense it but i just take it as "thinking too much", she finally Tell me that she likes me around march or february if not remember wrongly But i turn her down because i am still in frozen period, even not in frozen Period i also won't be with her because not ngam key, i praise her for having Such a courage so that won't have too huge of chain reaction in the coming 2 Years... Just now playing futsal with my friends, saw my friends lost the stamina they Use to have, luckily i always do something to maintain it, one of my friend once Tell me that they become like that because of their working life, exactly, they Know the source of problem, the question is, do they do something about it, luckily Someone willing to teach me how to get out from it, really feeling lucky ! Hmmm, someone asked me do i meet her in random time and how do i react to her, Actually it's quite weird, i meet her 2 times in a row on 26th of december on year 2010 and 2011, i am not surprize to meet her at the year 2010 one because my prediction Of her movement show me that the probability of showing up at ECM is high, it's been A habit for me when i am with her because due to we don't have much time to meet Because she rarely back to kuantan, so i have to come out with a formula to predict Her movement so that i can arrange my daily schedule to fit her sudden call event Whenever she is in kuantan, she likes to do that, i think it's normal for a girl That want to meet her bf but for me it's hard because that time my parents object My relationship with her, it take me a huge effort to make my visit trip to her house In stealth mode and at the same time don't let her know about the problems i having In the calculation, plus i have to calculate my parents movement as well so that i Can avoid their radar scan, that's why she always see i am like not paying attention To her when she talks to me and this always make her angry bacause i am concentrating On calculating The next movement that moment because the calculating have to be calculate In a constant timing, if not i will lost it and i will have a big disaster, she know it Well for my lost calculation back to the day before i went to taiwan for 2 months and The 2008 chinese new year incident, unbelieveable, take me so much effort just to meet her for 1 hours, but at the end, it worth it, it worth me to do that much just to see her smile, But i quite surprize in 2011 one because i already lost big part of the variable so i Lost the calculation as well, but i am surprize to see her in short hair, quite nice Actually although i don't want her to cut last time, i believe she saw me as well but She act i am invisible, good also, quite a awkward moment, somehow my heart still beating Fast when i saw her, she is a nice girl just i don't have to 福气 to be with her Can't wait till August because me and a bunch of friends will go taiwan together To play, woo hoo ! Me gusta !