Friday, March 1, 2013

Late night

It's late night now and i quite a long time no write something so i decide to write something before i go sleep, it's fun to write blog with my pad, hahahaha...

Just finish playing late night futsal with new gang of players, they are good and can improve a lot more, noon go yam cha with a friend that we use to play football as well together at secondary school life, he is going to taiwan tomorrow, well, u can say later early morning, his flight is 10 morning something by air asia, hahahahaha, he will feel what i feel last time where cinema seat is far more better than air asia seat, anyway, we didn't pay a lot so i guess it's fair for both side...

Recently thinking about staying single for another 2 years, feel like single is good, althought many times i envy those nice couple and wanna have a gf of my own too but just no heart to chase one, my heart actually got a few candidates, one is too far from me and age quite far from me, another one is at university but i don't think we will fit together, another one is good but not that mature, haiz, so far i only want that one to be my gf but i think age is quite a problem for both of us plus she might not accept me, even we already are couple, i will ask her to stay focus on her study first because she still got a long way on her standard education journey, what i can do is prepare my financial power so that next time when she reach college i can stay at her side all the time, like i planned for my ex but i failed, actually i didn't really fail, if we are still together, i am pretty sure my plans are working now, whatever la, it's not important anymore...

U know what, i actually had a vision on my previous relationship, i once read a horoscope article about virgo and taurus which is me and her, they said if we splited, we will get back together and stick for a long time, i actually believe that will happen and it did happen, just didn't last long, haiz, now every relative of mine asking about her where about at this chinese new year, make me quite pai seh about it, we actually talk about her for half an hour, unbelieveable, they actually miss her, trollolol, really trolling me...

I still miss her, sometimes, she still occupied some part of my heart, but i hope my efforts still working, as long as she feels i am annoying , break promise, useless and untrustable, then ok already, just wanna prevent something, i think she will never solve the puzzle and i hope she never will althought 10 % of my will say disagree, anyway, i think she already own a good bf which can give her what she want and live happily because girls like her don't stay single for long one, boys like me usually are in forever alone club one, hahahaha, i can leave that group anytime if i want to but i just don't have a strong will to leave that club, trollolol...