One of the midnights

It's midnight, tired but still wanna stay awake cause feel like wanna write something here...

This midnight is just another midnight for me, i have stay awake till 3 am before sleep for like 6 months, the final stage for me on erasing memories and emotional of previous her and put most of my radar offline on scanning people, creating a on off button on the radar rather than auto pilot mode, almost completed, and it's working very well so far, i just need to reach 99% then is enough, i keep that 1% for the future for friendship purpose instead of total wipe out, preparing the day i gonna meet her for quite a long time as a friend, if my calculation is right, that will happen before end of 2015 and we will meet each other quite often, i really hope we stay at friend zone forever and my memories stay dead locked, the probability is getting higher when i done something that is not purposely lead myself to that path of meeting her, is the chance and balance of probability that lead me there, whatever la, final stage is almost complete...

About the tall her, she is hunting job on singapore, wish her good luck and really hope she find a job there and stay there, wanna stay away from her, maybe i should pull some strings on helping her on that but i got my own society reputation to take care, somehow i don't trust her on this area, she is a tough girl, can handle many challenge, but not that, whatever la, none of my business, i will just ask GTR or AVENTADOR to be my spouse in future, that's the " key " to my happiness, fillet always make me smile too, hahahaha, training myself to have a forever alone life style, what about my wealth in the future? will just donate all my stuff to an organisation or individual i trust the most...

Alright, wanna sleep now, Ang Yow out...