Poor guy

I know this friend few years ago from a state that culture is a lot different from the state i born, there is a weird fenomena in that state, people there seems like to blame and talk a lot more than change in order to get better, haiz, culture is not good, when i first meet this friend, i told him change is more important than blaming, if blaming make things better, i would have done the same, he agree with me and start changing, i bring him to a environment to learn positive stuff and let him have a bunch of positive thinking friends, he really start to change, a good turning point in his life, after a period of time, people attracted by his changes, one of them from the girls side even want him to be his boyfriend, that girl actually make all the move and get him, when i go his place to meet him, he bring along his gf to yc with me, he say she got some problem and hope me can inspire her like i inspire him last time, i say ok, but when i meet her, i straight away calculated one day this girl will drag him down so much until he may not able to stand again, time proved i am right, now this guy everyday just playing computer game and doing ordinary job... Haiz...

All the variable i get no one thing is good, you tell me how can they have bright future? Now that girl even jeopardise some of my friends become negative like her, you can see how much negative force she possess, life is about choice, not fate, she choose to be negative and blaming all the time instead of choosing change, i didn't blame her for jeopardise some friendship with some friends because people like her will live a bad bad life, people who negative like her don't need a punishment because she herself is punishing herself, in art of war, we call it 不攻自破, she not just jeopardise her relationship, friendship, chances, but her future as well, anyway, the boy she drag originally is a lazy and playful boy, that boy is quite a slick as well, many times he try to say something not true to me, many times i know but didn't kantoi him because he is my friend and i hope he turn back and change, i start to cheat people since i am standard one, i train myself to cheat since standard one, but now i use this ability to protect myself and my friend that around me instead of go cheat people again because, trust me, cheating people is a life time process and tiring, it will crush you, so i choose to be honest when i understand this point, so, he try to cheat me, he think i am stupid enough for him to cheat, lol, good tries, i have my own formula to check whether you are cheating me or not, come on man, stop humilating yourself, stop blaming and start a new begining la you, wake up la you, you can cheat how long? You are lucky to have me as friend, if give others, they won't find you anymore, i still see something good in your heart and it remains there, just you hide it and don't want to explore it, life is yours, future is yours, your choice...

Haunted pass

Well, i have tell the girl i like that i like her, her respond is negative to me, somehow i have release myself because i have my shot, actually i quite fear to start another relationship due to last bad experience i had, somehow this time when i saw her again, after i observe one thing specificaly, i get another variable on my calculation about our relationship, if we had one, it doesn't have a good future, much of the branches lead to bad stuff, believe me, we do crazy things for love, i actually didn't put that new data into the calculation before i try to start a relationship with her, but when i get back my concious, logic mind runs again, and it's not good, well, for me she is a good girl, i got my own theory for all girls, every girl have their bad side and bad personality, no one is perfect, bad personality or bad side is a risk, if you can handle the risk, then you go for her and blame nothing because you chose her as the one you love

I always remember there is one time when i have a quarel with my ex, she scolded me : i am like this ! Whether you like it or not, i am like this ! Don't forget you are the one who choose me to be with !... I straight away shut up and let her win, she educate me well at that quarel, she got the most important point of our relationship, she always win in a arguement unless i purposely want to win let make her get furious about me so that she hate me at our breaking point and won't miss me and trust me at all after our break...

As i said, bad personality is part of the relationship, so don't blame your gf since you have chose her, that black horse is good but the risk i don't want to handle, so, good also, she said i am not her type, but she is my type anyway, trollolol...

Good, i can celebrate my 3rd anniversary of single life and i am enjoy it well, somehow got a relative want to intro me a japanese girl which she is 21 years old and study law, hmmm, variable is good but i got huge opinion about japanese culture, so i take it as a joke to kena me for being single, hahahaha

Really hope all the couple in the world have a wonderful relationship and always take care each other's heart and feeling, and most important is accept their bad personality to tolerate your love one, don't learn me and repeat my failure, i didn't tolerate her well, and cost me a break up at the end of the chain reaction, anyway, past is past, have to look forward, still searching the one that worth my effort to protect her and love her for the rest of my life, if not, i will stay single for the rest of my life...