developement

It's been years i have stop learning about fringe science, i think now is a good time to continue it back, i like strange idea about science because for me, the only limit of science is human thinking, so if we talk about developement, doesn't matter is it you are from financial field, science field, art field, sports field, cheat field or any other field, it's the same, you have to develope your thinking before you start to develope any skills, ability or create something new, it all start from thinking, our very mind...

human brain is a very incredible machine, until now, after thousands of years human try so hard to understand our own body, until now, year 2014, we still can't reach the second percentage of the total hundred and hardly pass the first, and yet, i found that brain is a very incredible organ because we are the only thing that can think and create, do you think so? hahahaha, i don't think so, you see, every living things include the plants have their own mind, in cell, we got nuclues which control activities of the whole cell, and our major thinking center is our brain, so, i call it brain of brains, because sometimes we experience some disorder, i repeat, DISORDER, the organ just disobey the command from the center and start to have mind of it's own, results? chaos, why? because we always give them command they don't really want, as a protection of it's own survival, it just cut off the connection to the center, is it possible? could be, i never say i am right but it's logical sound...

now, let us see the bigger picture to understand what i try to say, in society, each single human as a cell and the leaders in the society is the brain that control almost all of us, at least our living pattern, and we as cell, we fight for our own survival under their control, we can't really do whatever we wanted to such as buy a car without paying anything, there is always a price for something you want, it's just a matter of more or less, when our leaders that we try very hard to follow become insane in our point of view, we started to disobey little by little, this is why knowledge need to be control or else, it's disaster, it will poison that person, great people afraid of what they can do while average people afraid of what they can't do, after all, who will constantly have a open mind that try to think the possibility of everything? their mind is too close to harvest any new thinking, they just can't accept because they think it's crazy, yes, try to think the follow question, the sun come out from the east or the west? neither, sun don't move but earth is, people are mostly concentrate on common sense, yes, common one, while i try to develope advance sense for my mind, sometimes i feel regret that i try to make myself stupid when i am form 2 because i can't control this knowledge well, most of the time i am worry i will misuse it because i know i am a bad person back there because i hardly can control the devil inside me, after years of learning and practising on controling my emotional by learning a lot of philosophy of being a good human being, thanks to my teacher and mentor i meet in SOONYE by chance and small probability, i appreciate his teaching a lot, so now i think it's a good time to continue my developement, learn to calculate and estimate, expand my data base and new thinking...

without a mature thinking, systems of thinking is fate to be fail, when thinking fail, life fail, well, it depends how you define a fail life, for me, if you don't know the purpose to live on this world, it's a fail life, my purpose of living? develope a technology that can help all mankind and try to find the answer of almost every scientist want to know, ARE WE ALONE IN THIS UNIVERSE? somebody's purpose could be finding a true love (by the way, i want to say, finding a love is never a hard case but true love is), become a successful human being and be remembered by the history, be the richest man on earth, best fighter, hack all the computer in the world and left a water mark on every program to show how great he is on software but it never jeopardise or crash the software, you see, it's a long list, you can try to think like this to know what's your pupose of your life, think if today is your last day, what you try to leave behind? well, that could be the purpose of your life, if you don't have a idea at all, i suggest you better find one now, live a perfect life without working, yes, it's a purpose as well, but first, you need to define what's a perfect life and not working, well, of course we are not alone, we got bacteria and viruses from outer space, this is why all the life form on earth is constantly in danger, teenagers nowsaday didn't really realize that our life can be vanish in a split second, yes, you can say why should we worry about that since if it's unavoidable? why, what i try to say is, why don't we start to cherish our life, be nice, do something useful and stop complaining? let me tell you why next time, the formula of stupid, psychology behind it and of course, conspiracy...

well, enlight me if you got better idea and knowledge or disagree my point of view, i willing to listen because i willing to improve, thank you :-)